the biggest lesson of my life

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Did you think I fell off the face of the earth this week?

I did!  My Universe has been spinning with an “out of the blue” crazytown offer which I will tell y’all about later… I’m coming close to deciding, but regardless of what happens, here’s what I saw, which is maybe the biggest lesson of my life.

I have THE MOST remarkable, brilliant, steadfast support system for which a person could ever hope, wish or dream.  Someone very very close to me, who has been holding me every step of this way, even mirrored this to me one morning:
“You have the most extraordinary group of friends I have ever seen.”
The outpouring of love, advice and help, the hours and hours and hours of brainstorming and contract scouring and midnight phone calls from the brother-in-law of the best friends to my actual besties and how each person stepped up at every level has been heart wrenchingly, explodingly marvelous.
I have cried not once, but multiple times in overwhelm of gratitude.
What I teach is:  You don’t get what you want… you get who you are.
And you might think I’m arrogant when I tell you, I did not hope, wish or dream for this support system.  I cultivated it, by living a life of integrity and purpose, in a spirit of generosity.  Did I have any idea HOW amazing these people would be, and the people connected to these people would be?  Absolutely not.  No idea.
I was BLOWN away.  I am infinitely grateful.
I have been around many blocks, my peeps.  We all certainly have.  So this is to say,
Do the right thing.  
Stand for what you believe.  
BE your bestest, when it hurts, when it’s hard, when it’s uncomfortable.  
Because the love that is showered on the other side of that?  The support that comes from being that honest, true and loyal friend?
Well, please pardon my French but, Holy f***ing sh**.  
Good Lord, I am crying again as I type this.  You do not want to miss this feeling.
And I know in my cells that we are connected.  And this feeling only fuels me to want to give and love and support and extend in kind.  It pumps my gratitude towards levels of bursting beyond belief.  And THAT spirit of genuine service and love will change the world when we all operate from that space.
Even if you have no idea what I am talking about and we have not spoken this week, I adore you, and you are a part of this.  You helped in this.  You are a part of me, and I am in you and I will help you next, from this space of love.
THANK YOU.
In NYC?
come to Downtown Deeksha: Tomorrow (+ every Thursday ), 7:15-8:15pm, 27 West 20th Street #306.
Oh + I am halfway through Meggan Watterson‘s new book, Reveal… a sacred guide for getting spiritually naked, which is SO good, you just must absolutely find + read it.  She’s holding an event, this Saturday May 18th in the city, which creative rockstar badass goddesses Michelle Goldblum + Audrey Gordon of I AM. Creative. are producing.
Discount code below.  Only for the ladies, sorry bros.  That sugar’s gonna be mad divine, yo.
LOVE YOU.  Bursting with it.
x
mags

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